The Subscriber Cannot be Reached, Sorry

It's funny how celebrities/public figures affect people's lives. Some people look up to them and plan their lives the way their celebrities did theirs. Some get hysterical and jumpy whenever they see, hear, think, and yeah, smell them. I think I am correct to say that most people fantasize about public figures and hope against hope that they can have the chance to meet them. There is nothing wrong at all with this and sometimes it can be fun. It is fairly legal as long as nothing stupid is being done.

I am not going to be a hypocrite and say that I don't have celebrity crushes, I do. It's just that it's just now that I feel like I want to get to know a public person. I am not obsessed or anything as if I am, I would have been madly in love with him the first day our senses met and I would be following all his moves and whatnot all the time. I just want to get to know him personally, as a friend and to be honest, just that. I can always try to reach out but I don't want to be tagged as a fan. I'm 99% sure that nothing will come out of efforts to try to personally get to know celebrities. Because unless you have connections, that probably is not going to happen.

There was a love series that I religiously followed for the first time. I was so into it because I want my future husband to be like one of the characters there. I even pray to God that he would give me a man like him: cute, smart, sweet, funny, and all the other positive adjectives you can think, yes, including rich. He is just a character, I know, and just like having a celebrity befriend me, I just have to keep my fingers crossed, hopes up and mind to reality.

Today I start opening up to people I do not know

If any single soul would be reading this blog, that is.

Since I most probably won't let any of my friends and family know that I have a blog again, my writings would be devoted to some random people who would be crossing paths with my blog. You might have been searching for another account, typed the wrong keys and eventually landed on this lowly piece. You probably got curious with who-the-heck-is-this-person look on your face or you just don't have anything better to do. However you bumped into this, whoever you are, welcome to my life.

I guess I find security in knowing that strangers here won't be able to do anything to me and I wouldn't care at all if they come bashing at me with whatever. I sense freedom.

Anonymous

It's been a while since I blogged, approximately 5 years. I have always wanted a way out, something that can help me clear things off my chest. See, I am a very happy and hyper person but when it comes to matters of the mind and heart, I fold up. I guess you can say I tend to keep things to myself, but throughout the years, I'm guessing that it is not really what it is. I have a lot of very precious family and friends and I would tell them stuff too. I would like to share my heart and soul to everybody but I am shy to disclose some of my feelings to people who know me. Weird it seems. Fear of whatever? I haven't really figured that out.

Now, I'm blogging again, and hoping no one I know would be able to find this account. :)